dwindle and fuss.

this year i've accomplished more and fulfilled things in my life i never would have expected to, moreso than any previous years. i finally came back to a point where i felt i could say i was happy more often and made changes to ensure i was on that path.  now, even with how far i've come, i've never been so depressed and unsure of myself. i get past  one obstacle and another presents itself. some days i feel like giving up. i haven't though.  and here i am writing to an invisible audience all the while longing to be heard.